To Eric Robert Solomon…

Usted nunca encontrará a nadie mejor que yo. Vete a la mierda, mi amor.

You will never find anyone better than me. Fuck off mi amor.

BUSTED!

LMAO. Well, finally. Eric claims Judy heard our conversation today (11/19/2009), and told him to leave. He said she told him to make a choice between me or her. He said he’d move out. Looks like she kicked him out. We’ll see…

All good things…

I’m feeling sad. E’s wife set them up for counseling. Now he says he might keep going, and if he does, he will stop seeing me. Seems cold to me it would be so easy to let me go. I guess I really mean nothing! I hate my life and wish… I do! I thought he was a friend, but I guess all I really ever was, was a fuck! Does Karma get around to Jews? I hope so. I was nothing but good to him. I guess I’m foolish to think it wouldn’t end! UPDATE: SEE BUSTED NOTE. I love you Karma!!

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Traducción automática (español): usted nunca será feliz, porque me trata mal Texto original (inglés): you will never be happy because you treated me badly

Sadness

I can’t do this anymore. When you reached out to me for help, I did all I could to assist. Then you fucking block me. I love you, but I love you enough to finally let you go. But more importantly, I love MYSELF enough to no longer tolerate how you’ve been treating me! I’ve allowed you to use me for the last time. I now find it impossible to enjoy a big dick that’s attached to such a HUGE prick! You were right, something better was out there just waiting for me. Usted nunca estará feliz porque me trataron mal.

IT IS REALLY OVER!

He cancelled on me AGAIN Saturday night. I’m so hurt. He sent me an im to break it off. I’ve been getting the fucked up vibe, but he kept playing me; which, because I want him so much, I allowed. He said he thinks we should move on… he is right!